The Future Evolution

Hari ane registration day..
I just can't wait to continue study..
Setiap detik yg ku pkirkn hanya. . kn blajar . .
I do this for my family.. family yg sentiasa bgi ku segalanya..
I wnt 2 prove & gain success~
Nada g yg dpt ku bgi pat family ku slain kebanggaan..
Mudahan saja pa yg ku bwt ne smuanya yg trbaik..

Mom,Dad & Granma...
I'd promise u dat i'll b the best of all & make u proud of me~
I'll get a good result & tke a scholarship~
Too high but nothing is impossible..
Thank you mom,dad & granma..
Thank you for being with me.. loving me & for everything..
I Love You..

The Last Day Out

Again.. Us.. At Pantai Seri Kenangan Beach

We Are Like The Sun.. Brighten Up Each Other

My Bestfren. . Robi & Me..

Hmm, today is the last day we go out.. All we had left is our memories..
We go for picnic, to gdg then Perayaan. .
They bought me "special things". . it was a gift for my resignation. .
Next, I'll be on my own with my new pathway. .
Guess what.. Robi bought me T-shirt & i had to change my cloth immediately. .
Damn embarassing but i did this for them..
We went to perayaan dgn pakaian lawa2 :p especially me~ Syg eh my only one cute shoes aa
We buy food & sit at the corner.. i mean. . d jln :s
There's nothing to ashame of.. people jst never know how fun & close we are by doing that :)
I am going to miss this moment.. laughing, teasing, shouting with them..
& one more thing.. when we were at gdg, we went to arcade for karoke-ing~
The five of us do have sensitive sense :p ''Jiwang eh''
That's it for now..

Guys, All i want you to know is that I Love you all..
I am going to miss you & for sure i'll never forget you..
Take Care.. Peace Out :)

Few Second Heart-beats

Today,

I am quite bz with my work. . handling customers. .
During the evening at around 5, i was shocked. .
My heart beats stopped.. "Ya Allah.. ea ka toh?"
That's what first come from my mouth. .
I saw two guys.. just opposite side. .
that's the guy i knew few months ago~
He is Emih. . a guy that is unique & mean something to me
tho he will never be mine :p
O0o0opsss~ its just a joke..
Well.. im not sure what's going on but i knew there is something hidden~
I do noticed he watched me from the opposite side..
trying to seek of me.. i bet :)
hey man, i keep on wondering.. are you holding me on or its just a game?
You did say 2 me.. dont wait for you. .
why would you stare me for quite a long time.. if there is nothing you want from me?
"Ya Allah, berikan aku petunjuk" :)

The Last thing i want you to know is that. . I do want to know you more..
Being a true friend without lies~

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The Personal Check-List

1) Do you look back at the past?

# Yes, everytime i am alone #

2)What things that you have done in the past do you regret most?

# Knowing "Him" , Trusting "Him" , Loving "Him" & being a wild girl #

3)What event in the past has hurt you most?

# When all the words he said was just a lie & Seeing Him with another

girl & he still managed to laugh #

4) Have you been able to forgive the people responsible?

# Absolutely. . Most of the time #

5) In a group of people that you do not know,how do you feel?

# Awkward & preferable remain silent & smile #

6) In a group of people that you know, how do you feel?

# Close to them. . closer. . #

7) What do you expect from relationships with other?

# Trust, honesty & last forever #

8) Do you receive as much as you hope in this relationship?

# Not much but enough #

9) What do you try to put into your relationships to others?

# A Non-stop communication, Updates story #

10) Is there more you would give? what?

# I am not sure but what i am sure is that when ever they need me,i'll

be always here #

11) If someone annoys you, how do you find it?

# Not a big problem, just ignore them #

12) How good/bad is your view of sex?

# Don't know #

13) Do you worry about things?

# Yes, most of the time about money #

14) Are you depressed?

# Sometimes, it depends on my mood #

15) Do you find it difficult to share your problems with other people?

# No, I shared only with those i trust #

16) Do you have problems in your life that you would like to change?

# Remembering my past, money-matters & being slumber #

17) What is your habits in your life?

# Do things last-minute #

18) Have you seen any improvements in any problem in your life over the last

year?

# yup, I am getting matured with all the problems around me #

19) What is your biggest weakness?

# Easily forgive & Soft-hearted #

20) Would your friends say the same, or something different?

# I guess they would say the same thing #

21) What causes most stress to you?

# Missing "him" #

22) If you are upset, do you hide your feelings?

# Most of the time.. yes #

23) Do small problems in your school or work upset you?

# Sometime. . #

24) Do you find it is easy to relax?

# Yup. . all i should do is laughing #

25) Do you stay awake at night worrying about things?

# Not sure but i'd rather go to sleep #

26) What do you fear most?

# Losing people i love #

27) What do you look forward to most in the future?

# Being a successful lady, a great daughter, a wonderful wife & a lovely

mother & usefull for the society #

28) What do you fear most in the future?

# Telling the past #

29) What targets would you like to set for the next year?

# Buy I-phone, Travelling & Lost Weight #

30) What targets would you like to set for the next five years?

# Cars , Boyfriends. . marriage? not sure yet~ #

31) Are they easily archieve?

# Di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan #

32) If not, what might stop you achieving them?

# I won't. . life is still moving on #

33) What is your last wish?

# To get all i want #

I Knew It Was Over

There's This "Mr Green" Complaint to update my blog~

Well this is for you Man. . Too much to say but still im speechless. .

Today,i'm a little bit in a confussion..

Im happy & so im sad~

Knowing that my Ex-lover is falling in love with my closest friend..

Maybe I'm so stupid that i had to be a "good listener" which bleeding my wound deeper~ I know this feeling is nothing now. .

And also this my "un-manageable Ex's" . . I hope he would listen to me saying "Leave me alone & fuck Off"

Im totally screwed Up.. I wish i could say that I Hate you but

then i'd rather remain silent as before~

Hey,Mr G. .

Thank You for being A "Bad Nice" Guy. .

I'm glad you are here. . Teasing me up~

p/s : A good guy is for a good girl & A bad guy is always belong to a bad girl..

I'm a bad girl that needs a Bad nice guy~

Day Out With The Slumbers

Transformers & Me . .

A Waste Of Money = Uncounted Joyness

WANTED :

Robi,Mus,Fau,ME & Wazi

Betiga Sentiasa Indah

Nyamak saja Ne. .

Me In White

History :

Planning kan main water gun but change mind main bula. .

lapas main bula.. ada idea g.. Jln2 d Empire.. Wow~ It Ends Up meliat Transformers~ Ada yg Tdo D Cinema (Robi) hahaha

Ada Yg tdo d krita (Pau2). . ketawa2 saja kami waa. .

Short time knowing each other but the memories last forever~

Today, I received a good news.. I'm going to enter Nursing..

All in My mind is Studying~ Can't wait looking forward what might happen to me. . I Hope this is the best for my future. .

The Diary Of A Spoilt Lady

Today is the first day of my blogging..

Nothing much to say..

In a confusing state, what should i do?